Doh!
What does this animation have to do with what I’m about to say?
Nothing.
I’m in a really good space right now.
Why?
I was just in the best psychiatric care unit I’ve ever been in my life. It was Indiana University at Methodist Hospital. The place I was born ironically. I had to go because I was having heart palpitation and was not sleeping.
So there are many nightmarish posts in this blog because past experiences in psych wards and staff and psychiatrists and medicine were all scary haunted house experimental guinea pig in and paid for a ticket kind of experiences that let’s just not “keep telling out sad stories.”
The first thing that I noticed while waiting for a room upstairs was a lullaby over the loud speakers. I ask the ind nurse what that tune meant. She said it was a baby being born.
Was I being reborn. I had a feeling of death. Like your so tired you think you faint but you don’t but you can’t sleep. IT’s scary. They believed me when I said.
I hear things.
I feel more than I hear.
My right temporal lobe turns on sometimes & I feel you?
Beings touch me and heal me.
I have telepathy with some people.
I have a parallel universe relationship with a man I have never met.
I have prophetic dreams.
I feel people staring at me.
I can talk to dogs and cats.
I feel like I am in a movie but everyone knows it but me.
I think Jesus is here or I am Jesus but I don’t really want to be more like Jesus had kids related.
I have astral traveled. I was adjusted by aliens that looked like us.
Sometimes I have three heat beats. One is James, One is me and sometimes one is Eddie.
Or shall I say, Edward James Almost?
I’m not sure of these things at all because I can’t prove it quite 100% unless the others feel the same way. I am a scientist and that’s how i roll. I’m not crazy. Just open.
I got scared people didn’t lie me or my Quantum Entangled twin could be upset and the man next door is trying to torment is one reason why I was not sleeping, hospital. No police would help me. They are kicking me out and I am happy to go. I want only good things for m now
The hospital let me say these things without making me feel bad .No comments about giving me meds for my imagination. 🙂 hmmh?
They had art. The doctor listened to what meds did not work and what did, she gave them to me. There was a nurse outside my door at night. I felt loved. heard and healed. I can’t tell you how much I loved my psychiatrists. ME!? Really.
She was like a Mother figure. They even let me talk to a priest about the things i feel and how to understand God.
One night they let me look at this blog, my blog on a huge ass tv. I mean big. It blew my mind. Look at what I have done? I was so proud. A nurse came by and ask what I was doing and I showed her a video of you. Then I watched a few scenes from SC & RnR.
She loves that song. She wrote the site down and seemed interested. No psych nurse ever ask to see my art. I just sat there not wanting to write but to star at the colors the
décoration d'art
the way it looked, it looked like something that should be a film.
Then i said goodbye to friends and my family picked me up! My family!? We went to the head shop first thing. My 73 year old Mother looking at glass pipes and bongs. It was awesome. They told me to lunch and shopping for food which I didn’t have.
I’m on meds I can stand, I will just testify at how great
LITHIUM is….
At low does of course and a benzo. That’s all I ever really needed was those anti anxiety as needed when things spin faster in my head and heart I can stand. And if by any chance you are feeling the same thing darling…I”m happy to go for you too.
Thank you for everything IU Methodist C8 ward. God Bless you all.
And thank you for being there every night and when I would get scared you would go away.
And thank you Universe for being birthed there. and fro that star chaser and for being born again in the same place.
Doh!
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